Rough Night

This has been a rough chemo with symptoms starting as soon as the day after. After being in pain all day yesterday and trying everything to distract myself, I could not sleep at all. My mind was swimming with my Super Mario game, my Dexter book, the True Blood tv show, I'm a Celebrity Get Me Out of Here. I was thinking about my kids, my job, my pains, my husband, Smackdown. I couldn't grab a clear thought to save my life and before I knew it, it was 5am and
River was crawling into bed with me telling me she was hungry.

It has been so long since my mind has been flooded with thoughts this way and I must say, I didn't miss it. Add to that my chemo brain and it made for a very frustrating, confusing, and crazy night.