Monday, January 28, 2013

It's Been A Long Time...

It's been a long time since I've laid in bed fighting off the fear that if I fell asleep I would die, but last night I had an episode of that panic. I tried to rationalize it, telling myself that is was because January 29th is hours away, or that maybe it was anxiety over my upcoming tests, but honestly I think I may have just gotten too comfortable with living. Perhaps I needed a reminder that I'm on the clock.

At any rate, I'm tired as hell today and my mind is racing with thoughts of dying. Happy Monday!