Just a glimpse into my mind this week:
Every time the phone rings, I'm convinced it's the office calling me in early and every time I sleep, I dream about the phone ringing, or having to go into the office early. I'm convinced they haven't called me yet because of the holiday...as if they decided to let me enjoy New Year's before telling me. I can't stop thinking about it. This scan scares me more than the others before it for some reason. Thursday will not be here soon enough.
Quote from Everything Changes The Insider's Guide to Cancer in Your 20s and 30s
It is a wretched and lonely feeling when our lives stump and bewilder those to whom we turn for comfort, solace, information, and support. It is utterly dumbfounding when our lives become so foreign to us that even we do not know how to best comfort ourselves. -Kairol Rosenthal
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